Fiery Secrets by Stephanie McCall
Article by Stephanie McCall
“My soul is weary with sorrow; strengthen me according to Your Word.”
-Psalm 119:28 (NIV)
“We live in a fallen world,” has become almost a stock response for Christians experiencing trouble. It’s difficult to question the phrase too, because it’s true. Sin corrupted our world beyond repair, and because of it, we deal with dozens of troubles. Yet, I wonder how many Christians know what it means to possess a soul “weary with sorrow.” As in, not sad because you lost your loved one, but sorrowing because every day brings a reminder that he or she won’t come back. Not angry because your kid disrespected you again. Furious, and bone tired of fury, because the latest incident is the umpteenth time he or she has rebelled.
The main characters in my debut romantic suspense novel, “Fiery Secrets”, knew what “weary with sorrow” feels like. For heroine Grace Taylor, “weary with sorrow” came every time alcohol tempted her. “Again, Lord? Why won’t You heal me for good?” For hero Chris Anderson, every PTSD episode wrung more energy from his soul, to the point that “God, please…” became his only prayer on a particularly oppressive night. When prayer gets reduced to a desperate minimum—that’s weary with sorrow.
I’ve been there, too. In 2010, I had just graduated with my first Master’s degree and come home looking for work. Because of my cerebral palsy, I had to wait for the “right” job; I couldn’t go out and wait tables or flip burgers, as willing as I would have been. Unable to drive, with parents who commuted to jobs an hour away, and with no income outside SSI, I was housebound. The “right” job never came. At times, I told Jesus, “I won’t commit suicide, but if this is the way You want me to live, You better come get me, because I’m not doing it.”
Similar circumstances have brought me to a similar situation three and a half years later. My prayers have long since reached the desperate minimum. However, God recently reminded me that for this time, my only duty is to embrace grace minute by minute. If I need a refill in thirty seconds, fine. He’ll do that. I may be eating morsels from His hand at the moment, but He feeds the birds the same way, and says I am more valuable than the birds.
I will say the same thing to you now. Living under the weight of sorrow will never be easy, but inside it, grace exists. God does strengthen us according to His Word.
Fiery Secrets by Stephanie McCall. Christian Romantic Suspense.
When it comes to trial, God either spares you from it totally, asks you to walk through it, or delivers you from it by taking you to Heaven. Dr. Grace Taylor, a driven pediatrician and single mom, needs divine intervention if she’s going to heal from the actions of her cheating, abusive ex-husband. But she never thought God would work through Chris Anderson, a tutor at the local learning center whose secrets keep him from opening up to her. Both Grace and Chris have been asked to walk through their trial by fire; they’ve come out alive, but they still smell like smoke. Despite fears and distrust, love begins to take root in their hearts. But their fiery secrets threaten to keep them apart, and blister their souls.
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